06-01-2021, 05:36 PM
Day 15
Despite not sleeping well last night, I felt pretty good today. While reading a long, boring document I found myself retaining a surprising amount of info with little effort. Later, I met with a team of three women. One of them was very attracted to me and she wasn't shy about communicating it through her body language, laughing at damned near everything I said, directing questions at me (although there were two other people there), proximity, and eye contact. I don't know if it was the unwavering intensity of the eye contact or if it was because one of the other women began subtly marking her territory, but I was uncomfortable. I broke eye contact with her multiple times. For anyone wondering, yes they're both physically attractive, but there was something about the 'gazer' that I found myself put off by. But that didn't seem to reduce her interest at all. That whole interaction was odd.
I've done two days on at one loop per day. Tonight will be an off night.
Despite not sleeping well last night, I felt pretty good today. While reading a long, boring document I found myself retaining a surprising amount of info with little effort. Later, I met with a team of three women. One of them was very attracted to me and she wasn't shy about communicating it through her body language, laughing at damned near everything I said, directing questions at me (although there were two other people there), proximity, and eye contact. I don't know if it was the unwavering intensity of the eye contact or if it was because one of the other women began subtly marking her territory, but I was uncomfortable. I broke eye contact with her multiple times. For anyone wondering, yes they're both physically attractive, but there was something about the 'gazer' that I found myself put off by. But that didn't seem to reduce her interest at all. That whole interaction was odd.
I've done two days on at one loop per day. Tonight will be an off night.
