05-30-2021, 04:33 PM
So HAPPY! I had my first estimate today where I had to deal with a customer face to face, I was only nervous for a short period of time and it wasnt that intense at all, i would say a 1-10 but it went away when talking to him.
I got the job, I am doing a big 2 days job where I will be getting paid 2060, keeping about 1300-1400 after expenses.
I am so happy! Also another friend that i Havent seen in 5 yeras who I only met once was calling me about a estimate and usually I ignore the call in that situation and I even thought to my self that I would do that, but when he called instead of anxiety coming to me like it normally would , i instantly picked up and had a great conversation.
This was a great change IM SO HAPPY!
Btw this morning I felt like "my high is wearing off" type feeling and I felt a strong need to use subliminals, so I did another 2 loops.
So my schedule is now, 4 days on 1 day off. and I believe il be fine with that.
I felt the bloom or effects of the subliminal diminished this morning in comparison to yesterday but using the subliminal brought the self esteem back.
I got the job, I am doing a big 2 days job where I will be getting paid 2060, keeping about 1300-1400 after expenses.
I am so happy! Also another friend that i Havent seen in 5 yeras who I only met once was calling me about a estimate and usually I ignore the call in that situation and I even thought to my self that I would do that, but when he called instead of anxiety coming to me like it normally would , i instantly picked up and had a great conversation.
This was a great change IM SO HAPPY!
Btw this morning I felt like "my high is wearing off" type feeling and I felt a strong need to use subliminals, so I did another 2 loops.
So my schedule is now, 4 days on 1 day off. and I believe il be fine with that.
I felt the bloom or effects of the subliminal diminished this morning in comparison to yesterday but using the subliminal brought the self esteem back.
