05-29-2021, 07:34 AM
Day 12
For anyone catching up, Shannon gave me the green light to experiment with some very significant urges I've had to run extra loops. So, after a one day break I ran 3 loops. I felt fully 'saturated' with script, so I intended to take a break the following night. As I was falling asleep that night, the urge to run more loops hit me. Although I was on the fence about it (remember, I was already 'saturated'), I went with the urge. It ended up being too much. I was in a sleepy haze all day. I took a break last night and after ~13 hours of sleep, I feel like I'm pretty much back to normal. I might take another night off to fully reset, then start my loop experimentation again. I'll know more as the day comes to an end.
It appears to me that there are parts of me that really want the extra exposure, although my brain isn't physically capable of handling it. So, while I need to pay attention to those parts of myself (the urges), I also need to consider the ramifications of totally giving in to them. My brain can only handle so much input at one time. What amazes me is that this didn't feel like resistance at all. This felt like a total overwhelming of my processing capabilities. That's a testament to how 'powerful' (for lack of better term) the 5.75.7G technology. @Shannon , you've done an incredible job with this. I think we're at a point that we just need to take the instructions as a base, then fine tune our individual use. Theoretically, it has been this way for a while. In reality, I think we're there. Of course, this comes with the caveat that some of the deeper parts might crave input that the brain struggles to handle. But, I consider that a good thing. It suggests that resistance might largely be a thing of the past.
For anyone catching up, Shannon gave me the green light to experiment with some very significant urges I've had to run extra loops. So, after a one day break I ran 3 loops. I felt fully 'saturated' with script, so I intended to take a break the following night. As I was falling asleep that night, the urge to run more loops hit me. Although I was on the fence about it (remember, I was already 'saturated'), I went with the urge. It ended up being too much. I was in a sleepy haze all day. I took a break last night and after ~13 hours of sleep, I feel like I'm pretty much back to normal. I might take another night off to fully reset, then start my loop experimentation again. I'll know more as the day comes to an end.
It appears to me that there are parts of me that really want the extra exposure, although my brain isn't physically capable of handling it. So, while I need to pay attention to those parts of myself (the urges), I also need to consider the ramifications of totally giving in to them. My brain can only handle so much input at one time. What amazes me is that this didn't feel like resistance at all. This felt like a total overwhelming of my processing capabilities. That's a testament to how 'powerful' (for lack of better term) the 5.75.7G technology. @Shannon , you've done an incredible job with this. I think we're at a point that we just need to take the instructions as a base, then fine tune our individual use. Theoretically, it has been this way for a while. In reality, I think we're there. Of course, this comes with the caveat that some of the deeper parts might crave input that the brain struggles to handle. But, I consider that a good thing. It suggests that resistance might largely be a thing of the past.
