05-28-2021, 04:07 AM
Day 11
I fully intended to take a break last night. But again, while drifting off to sleep, the urge hit me. Since my brain was still digesting the input from the night before, I knew I wouldn't be able to handle 3 loops. So, I played one. Today, my input processing feels like it's maxed out. I'm reasonably sure I'll be taking a break tonight.
Something worth noting is that UMS never appealed to me until recently. I'm satisfied with my income and figured that there are other directions that I'd prefer to improve upon. Besides, is it realistic to think I can do better than I'm currently doing without making myself totally miserable. But, it recently occurred to me that my perceived ceiling might be of my own doing. It also occurred to me that I might even achieve success in a field/area that I really enjoy versus what I feel stuck in now. This really hit me last night. I'm saying this because it's clear that OF has managed to peel away a layer (or layers) of limiting beliefs regarding career, income, happiness, etc.
I fully intended to take a break last night. But again, while drifting off to sleep, the urge hit me. Since my brain was still digesting the input from the night before, I knew I wouldn't be able to handle 3 loops. So, I played one. Today, my input processing feels like it's maxed out. I'm reasonably sure I'll be taking a break tonight.
Something worth noting is that UMS never appealed to me until recently. I'm satisfied with my income and figured that there are other directions that I'd prefer to improve upon. Besides, is it realistic to think I can do better than I'm currently doing without making myself totally miserable. But, it recently occurred to me that my perceived ceiling might be of my own doing. It also occurred to me that I might even achieve success in a field/area that I really enjoy versus what I feel stuck in now. This really hit me last night. I'm saying this because it's clear that OF has managed to peel away a layer (or layers) of limiting beliefs regarding career, income, happiness, etc.
