I went against the reccomendations again and started my 3rd round of loops 1 day early. Im going to stick to this schedule, I also accidently raised the volume by one click.
I felt really off today mentally before I started my loop, I felt like i had no motivation to do anything and i wasn't happy nor depressed, i was in a zombie like state sort of . like allot of brain fog . something felt very weird and off a feeling i haven't had before.
I did 1 loop and i feel better now. while I was doing the loop I was thinking about my past traumas and different situations in my life. OF does a really good job at bringing these things to the surface, which in my case is a good thing because I release it.
Some of my biggest fears are being worked on. I can tell.
Im really looking forward to the progression of this subliminal and how I will feel in a week or 2. and in the on going weeks - months. Im going to stay on this program for the recommended 6 months guaranteed, then likely move on to Natural song lyric writing for 2 months before going back to OF . (if NSLW is out by then)
I've post poned my trip back to Medellin from September/October, I was planning on going back, but now I will be going back January or February. I want to accomplish more with my business and make sure I have the neccessary funds to live really good there and also get into day trading, I don't feel a strong urge to go back although I miss it everyday.
I am very focused on the gym and making money at this point in my life. more so then ever. My long term goal other then my music, and day trading, is to start a family with a beautiful colombiana, and rescue animals and feed homeless and poor people. I am going to create a go fund me as well and spread awareness of my shelter and good deeds on Tik Tok and Instagram to hopefully get some more funding.
Initially I will fund everything myself, I want to start this on a very small scale in January, But over the next few years I am going to go BIG, buy a farm in Medellin, and save allot of animals.
On a side note, this loop I just did has got me feeling happy and silly. I am laughing and being playful.
I felt really off today mentally before I started my loop, I felt like i had no motivation to do anything and i wasn't happy nor depressed, i was in a zombie like state sort of . like allot of brain fog . something felt very weird and off a feeling i haven't had before.
I did 1 loop and i feel better now. while I was doing the loop I was thinking about my past traumas and different situations in my life. OF does a really good job at bringing these things to the surface, which in my case is a good thing because I release it.
Some of my biggest fears are being worked on. I can tell.
Im really looking forward to the progression of this subliminal and how I will feel in a week or 2. and in the on going weeks - months. Im going to stay on this program for the recommended 6 months guaranteed, then likely move on to Natural song lyric writing for 2 months before going back to OF . (if NSLW is out by then)
I've post poned my trip back to Medellin from September/October, I was planning on going back, but now I will be going back January or February. I want to accomplish more with my business and make sure I have the neccessary funds to live really good there and also get into day trading, I don't feel a strong urge to go back although I miss it everyday.
I am very focused on the gym and making money at this point in my life. more so then ever. My long term goal other then my music, and day trading, is to start a family with a beautiful colombiana, and rescue animals and feed homeless and poor people. I am going to create a go fund me as well and spread awareness of my shelter and good deeds on Tik Tok and Instagram to hopefully get some more funding.
Initially I will fund everything myself, I want to start this on a very small scale in January, But over the next few years I am going to go BIG, buy a farm in Medellin, and save allot of animals.
On a side note, this loop I just did has got me feeling happy and silly. I am laughing and being playful.
