02-04-2021, 06:12 AM
Wednesday 3 Feb - Day 1 of cycle 5 - 11/15 volume
Woke today from less than ideal amount of sleep and been feeling sleepy all morning.
Yesterday had lost my apetite, today made some cereal, sat at class, then got more hungry and had a fry up ie fried eggs and toast
So apetite seems to be returning or back.
Less fear today of the future compared to yesterday but this is if you have read the previous post, about my profession after I graduate. I know so little
I know so little due to studying so little due to fear and procrastination.
Are my fears and procrastination related no idea but just hope I find that sweet spot with this sub and we get executing - I cant wait ofcourse.
Other than this I have literally spent most of the morning chatting and wasting time :/
i consciously know what I want to do and have to do.... but subconsciously im being stopped and distracted.
I was so different as a child, super focused, and super eager to do well.... what the fuck happened to me!
Woke today from less than ideal amount of sleep and been feeling sleepy all morning.
Yesterday had lost my apetite, today made some cereal, sat at class, then got more hungry and had a fry up ie fried eggs and toast
So apetite seems to be returning or back.
Less fear today of the future compared to yesterday but this is if you have read the previous post, about my profession after I graduate. I know so little
I know so little due to studying so little due to fear and procrastination.Are my fears and procrastination related no idea but just hope I find that sweet spot with this sub and we get executing - I cant wait ofcourse.
Other than this I have literally spent most of the morning chatting and wasting time :/
i consciously know what I want to do and have to do.... but subconsciously im being stopped and distracted.
I was so different as a child, super focused, and super eager to do well.... what the fuck happened to me!
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
