Friday 29 Jan - Day 3 of cycle 4 - 12/15 volume - US Track
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The fear of studying, the realisation that I do not focus for long when it comes to studying and the apprehension to study is all the more clear and apparent and still there.
Is this fear because the work is hard? the work is percieved hard? or the time it takes will be too long and take me away from fun? or that I will take forever and not achieve much? I dont know.
Consciously I dont want this and subconsciously the fear is very strong and over-powering
If OF is working for me I wonder where?
continued...
The fear of studying, the realisation that I do not focus for long when it comes to studying and the apprehension to study is all the more clear and apparent and still there.
Is this fear because the work is hard? the work is percieved hard? or the time it takes will be too long and take me away from fun? or that I will take forever and not achieve much? I dont know.
Consciously I dont want this and subconsciously the fear is very strong and over-powering
If OF is working for me I wonder where?
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
