01-23-2021, 02:27 PM
As a side note,
I have an intricate set of habits and patterns which I lean on to prevent me from going to bed at a reasonable hour.
Once I do go to bed, I have a set of imaginations which pump fear into me.
The one I used to have a couple of years ago was the "I'm driving on an icy road; my car slides and collides with another."
The one I've had the previous month or two was the "I'm balancing on the side of a giant skyscraper on a unicycle and OOOPS down I fall."
The one I've had recently was the home invasion type. The worst one is the "I'm randomly being attacked in public by radical terrorists (consult recent political history) who shivs me or tries to knocks me out, etc.
Keep in mind that I live in Canada, meaning that B and E's are quite rare; even if they do, there are very few pistols or handguns. I know that this is irrational, but it runs through my mind.
This is one of the reasons that I will run OF v.2 after AM6.
This has gotten a bit better throughout this Stage, though I've changed nothing about my habits.
I have an intricate set of habits and patterns which I lean on to prevent me from going to bed at a reasonable hour.
Once I do go to bed, I have a set of imaginations which pump fear into me.
The one I used to have a couple of years ago was the "I'm driving on an icy road; my car slides and collides with another."
The one I've had the previous month or two was the "I'm balancing on the side of a giant skyscraper on a unicycle and OOOPS down I fall."
The one I've had recently was the home invasion type. The worst one is the "I'm randomly being attacked in public by radical terrorists (consult recent political history) who shivs me or tries to knocks me out, etc.
Keep in mind that I live in Canada, meaning that B and E's are quite rare; even if they do, there are very few pistols or handguns. I know that this is irrational, but it runs through my mind.
This is one of the reasons that I will run OF v.2 after AM6.
This has gotten a bit better throughout this Stage, though I've changed nothing about my habits.
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