08-08-2012, 07:22 PM
(08-08-2012, 06:43 PM)Spiral Wrote: I'm thinking you would really benefit from Extreme Self Esteem and again Love and Appreciate yourself. I really want to run the later as soon as possible.
Anyways I hope you get a nice job that you will enjoy and can make you some good money, Mat.
Thanks man. Right now I feel like it's all about prioritizing. I'll definitely be trying extreme self esteem and love and appreciate yourself in the future, but for now I just gotta get out of this comfort zone. I feel like once I can really start getting out into the world without that crippling fear my self esteem and self image will automatically improve. On the days where I'm in that depressed mentality the negative thinking is very much delusional and doesn't reflect who I am at all. So I find on the up days my self esteem really isn't that bad. In fact now I realize that the remove negativity within sub has given me the ability to not cling onto things as much and instead let it go.
