AM6 Run-3

[tolgaocal80]

stage 3 day 11

I realized a few minutes earlier it is really hard to hold on a job consistenly. It really is,
I can't take bullshit from anyone, doesn't matter if is a college teacher or fucking boss.


this is a problem, right? It is not like standing up for yourself, I just want to say "fuck off, you loser" and then move on,
I won't be able to get a job with this attitute, it is better to giving math or physics lesson before starting my business.
I know I wouldn't be able to stick with a job long time, beacuse I know there will be a fucking loser that will say me do this, or don't do this, you are bla bla. really I don't know if I will be able to control myself in the next situation like that.
I used to work in a few places but then I was just shutting my mouth and listen what they say to me, it was easy to take this words then. They thought they knew more than me or their value was more than me because of I work for them.

now I don't think this will happen anymore, but I don't know either if I will be able to control myself "right".

well, this may be a subconscious fear of losing control, or a real man attitude, or a passive-agressive behaviour pattern.
time and events will show me that.
you know what,, this kind of events shows me how it is important to have your own job, it doesn't matter if you earn 1k or 10k.