OF 5.75

[kuroshabedi]

OF boosts every area of your life. Its like a some sort of armour that says "go on do whatever you want to do in this life i will protect you if something goes wrong". It pushed me and motivated me in a lot of areas in my life. I am sure without i would easily go back to old unhealthy addictions et cetera. Without i wouldnt try so many things in that timeframe. I wouldnt be so open to try out things outside my comfort zone. Fear is a very strong emotion i can always see that by my cat but once its over you recognize that it was just an illusion. Something inside me did tell me lies and i thought they were my thoughts. Its only my past self my past negative beliefs that try to keep me away from that truth that i can be do and have everything i want. It thinks its protecting me but it doesnt understand that my negative past expierences have nothing to do with now and that self growth is so important.

I am now 81 kilos and on day 8 without masturbation and watching porn. My voice got a bit deeper my skin looks much better. I have better skin under my eyes. I have more energy and i have better mental clarity.