10-21-2020, 10:46 PM
(10-21-2020, 04:53 PM)THolt Wrote: The sub is working but it maybe working under the surface. I would wait until you finish your 8 month re-evaluate and see if another 8 month run would help.
I suffer from anxiety quite a bit too.
The fact that hybrid triggered these reactions means something is going on..
Yeah, my plan was to stay on as long as I needed to but then I started questioning if anything is actually going on and if it is too weak for me. I have agoraphobia that is caused by emetophobia and they pretty much have left me VERY limited and dependent since college and it has gotten more severe in the last 2 years due to medical issues and I couldn't get to appointments.
So I don't know if I am just someone who needs the extra time of working on my subconscious programming that would be preventing anything from executing before it starts working or if it just isn't strong enough for the programming and fears and phobias. Nothing has seemed to address any of it before, any self help or meds, therapy, etc....so I don't know if that is just part of my programming: that I can't be helped? It's frustrating.
