10-13-2020, 12:21 PM
(10-11-2020, 08:28 PM)fab10 Wrote:(10-11-2020, 01:43 PM)kuroshabedi Wrote: I had the most amazing enlightment in my life. Finally everything made sense. I understood how fear restricted me and i felt the most fearless state in my life. I was in the most optimistic state ever and i felt like i was shifting into a new me. It was so amazing i cant describe it but then suddenly i got the worst headache ever my stomach hurts i have stomach aches. Suddenly all my doubts came up to my mind and i feel scared ifeel like i will throw up
WOW! Your results are amazing. And then a strong bout of resistance, hang in there!
Yes suddenly i had constant conflicting thoughts. My whole body did hurt my stomach was pounding and i went from zero headache to extreme headache in a second. It felt like i was pushing against a wall and this wall was intimidated. All i wanted in that moment was to runaway to my old self.
I texted those friends that are unhealthy for me... i started to watch porn again.. and i have my victim mentality back..
I am sorry to dissapoint you all. I guess its more tough than I thought.
