09-11-2020, 05:01 PM
First Cycle Off Day 1 Update to the Update - For most of my life I have compared myself to other people or often was envious when someone else had something I don't. Tonight it just hit me that at this moment I am ok with where my life is at but I want to grow as much as I can to become less of a horrible person. I don't have any desire to compare myself to anyone else. I hope that's permanent. I was telling my wife a bit ago how we know people who I wouldn't want to be a part of there lives at all if possible as bad as that may sound.
