Overcoming Fear 5.75g

[ncbeareatingman]

First cycle day 2 - Currently running most of my loops for the day. Tonight I plan to run them all while sleeping. I have been feeling off and on fear quite a bit today. Mainly related to the moods and expectations a couple of people I live with. Part of becoming fearless is learning to set strict boundaries and be able to say no without being afraid of any consequences or confrontation. Choosing that word " consequences " made me realize how much of my fear stems from childhood memories and trauma.
I still feel that a lot of people are incredibly miserable because they try to be something they aren't or do things they don't enjoy to be accepted or get attention. I know from experience. I have cut my hair or dressed differently to please a woman and it did nothing but make me mad at myself and resent her. I guess you could say I am over doing things for other people to please them and avoid conflict and I hate it..

 it's another step in getting awakened and getting even more conscious about your life than before in these areas ,Man.
 In other words you had to already be some what of a conscious soul to  get there and now that you are you realize theres even more  work to do and yet the groovy part (yes the groovy part!) is that you can DO IT and are doing so.
 total respect and goodness your way. it may not be an easy journey or always comfortable- I admire and respect your courage and willingness to do so,to continue,as such.
 Keep being that special unique,rare ,irreplaceable YOU Man.... and in time the right people for you will show up...matching your new vibration and energy out put.... in the meantime....keep chugging..... and moving forward.
 This work is incredible and for those of us who have chosen to  walk this path....it is a bold  one..... all the best in furthered success.
 Keith.