09-06-2020, 06:41 AM
Exactly. Fear triggered ingrained responses. I have often joked that I would love to feel apathetic towards a lot of not everything but that's not true. I would much rather be fearless and nonchalant. Not be reactive and for fucks sake not think that someone being shitty or in a bad mood has anything to do with me. To stop overthinking things or ruminating to the point of almost if not worse case scenario. As hard as this is to say my biggest fear since I was in my mid twenties has been that I would end up homeless. That word alone conjures up a metric fuck ton of fear and anxiety.
