Mr Steve's OF Journey

[Shannon]

Cycle 7- Day 4
Holy cow. The last days have been really terrible. Short tempered and angry as hell mixed with a slight bit of depression.
I really don’t know what’s going on but I hope this won’t last too long.
It’s really like I don’t know what to do with myself.

That sounds distinctly like a subconscious that is unable to resist the program, but really, really wants to.  I have seen it many times that such a situation can lead to depression and anger from the subconscious.  If you want the goal of the program, just keep going.  Not everything the program needs to change is going to be peaches and cream, but it will be worth it when you come out the other side.