08-17-2020, 06:02 AM
A small update. Earlier before while taking a bath I thought of bully back in 4th grade. He used to kick me in the nuts with the intention of getting me infertile and what not. He also used to tease me with a girl which back then I find really annoying. I didn't to much to fought back which is very much one of my regrets. He was my seatmate for the majority of my 4th grade. Before him seating next to me, I used to look up to him because he was intelligent and was good in math. Our teacher and advised like him deeply. He didn't use any scratch paper to make math computations. Once our teacher saw him kicking me and our adviser didn't do anything but just told him to stop in a fairly nice way.
Looking back I want to kick him in the nuts or worse cut them and shove it up his a--. I'm a bit of an asshole now but that's what I think. I'm even planning at times on going to the place where he lives and doing this upon him for revenge. But just earlier I think off what if I just forgive him for it? I said "f--- that". Still this is the only time I thought of that. Bear in mind I have said to myself of forgiving what my ex has done and moving on but I haven't thought of moving on from this prick. Possible improvement from EPHRA sub?
Looking back I want to kick him in the nuts or worse cut them and shove it up his a--. I'm a bit of an asshole now but that's what I think. I'm even planning at times on going to the place where he lives and doing this upon him for revenge. But just earlier I think off what if I just forgive him for it? I said "f--- that". Still this is the only time I thought of that. Bear in mind I have said to myself of forgiving what my ex has done and moving on but I haven't thought of moving on from this prick. Possible improvement from EPHRA sub?
