07-02-2020, 06:25 AM
I'll add something which brings me pleasure.
Last night, I had remembrances of both LTU5 and UMS mindsets while I was on each. What clicked nicely was I realized the FRM in each I had barely noticed, but the joy and excitement on each was due to the FRM. Doing OF now, I see it. Previous fears have always been my noose, my holdup, my stopping point. And with LTU, many fears vanished. I became happier, more optimistic, and light in a dark environment.
With UMS, my brain was consistently on financial possibilities. I had hope and joy, even doing something I'd never done: I was imagining my father in his prime time, and his confidence alone is what he sold to others. Though I didn't know him during this time, my mom told me he didn't just sell insurance, he sold ideas which motivated people. People would spend time and money to meet him, and he did very, very well in his working years.
While on UMS, I began looking into ideas and possibilities without fear, and I'm seeing the difference now. This last year I've tried to return to that mentality and thinking, and I've simply not been able to. Old persistent fears have blanketed those memories since coming off of UMS, and my vision has been limited. But......
Last night I was very awake to financial possibilities in front of me. I got up from my bed and wrote an email to a businessman I've worked with for credit repair and funding, as I offered him a lucrative proposition. He may or may not consent, but I'd NOT have done this before OF.
I also looked up an advertising avenue for a business I'm in. I'm waiting on my traffic platform to open up (software updates), and I thought of this other avenue. Inexpensive hands-off advertising was my thinking, and I'm finding opportunities again.
The FRM has a lot more value than I gave it credit for. It actually feels good saying "I've been wrong"
Last night, I had remembrances of both LTU5 and UMS mindsets while I was on each. What clicked nicely was I realized the FRM in each I had barely noticed, but the joy and excitement on each was due to the FRM. Doing OF now, I see it. Previous fears have always been my noose, my holdup, my stopping point. And with LTU, many fears vanished. I became happier, more optimistic, and light in a dark environment.
With UMS, my brain was consistently on financial possibilities. I had hope and joy, even doing something I'd never done: I was imagining my father in his prime time, and his confidence alone is what he sold to others. Though I didn't know him during this time, my mom told me he didn't just sell insurance, he sold ideas which motivated people. People would spend time and money to meet him, and he did very, very well in his working years.
While on UMS, I began looking into ideas and possibilities without fear, and I'm seeing the difference now. This last year I've tried to return to that mentality and thinking, and I've simply not been able to. Old persistent fears have blanketed those memories since coming off of UMS, and my vision has been limited. But......
Last night I was very awake to financial possibilities in front of me. I got up from my bed and wrote an email to a businessman I've worked with for credit repair and funding, as I offered him a lucrative proposition. He may or may not consent, but I'd NOT have done this before OF.
I also looked up an advertising avenue for a business I'm in. I'm waiting on my traffic platform to open up (software updates), and I thought of this other avenue. Inexpensive hands-off advertising was my thinking, and I'm finding opportunities again.
The FRM has a lot more value than I gave it credit for. It actually feels good saying "I've been wrong"
I want to be FREE!
