(06-29-2020, 05:45 PM)RTBoss Wrote: A couple more thoughts/realizations:
The past few days (SASRB days) I've had low-grade anxiety, at times. No anxiety today.
My wife is awesome. She makes real money, does most of the shopping, cooks like a pro - including desserts that have packed a few pounds on me (think cake/cheesecake), is an amazing mother, supportive wife, and even has been cutting our hair during COVID19.
While she was cutting my hair today, with my shirt off (which, when I'm not completely ripped, is a source of insecurity for me ), I thought, "A woman who didn't Iove me wouldn't do this for me - she wouldn't give a shit about my hair. She's amazing." And that led to a new train-of-thought. I haven't allowed myself to fully commit my mind to fully love...because...if I'm not fully committed, I can't be fully rejected. Time to love as fully as I can.
So, fear.
And fear....I'm kickin' ya in the junk.
PS - My son likes to get his hair cut with his shirt off, just like Dad. I'm not six, lol.
Truly inspiring! Great read, my friend. May this program improve all of your relationships.
EDIT: Oh, and let her know, in her language, what you've revealed here.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!