A couple more thoughts/realizations:
The past few days (SASRB days) I've had low-grade anxiety, at times. No anxiety today.
My wife is awesome. She makes real money, does most of the shopping, cooks like a pro - including desserts that have packed a few pounds on me (think cake/cheesecake), is an amazing mother, supportive wife, and even has been cutting our hair during COVID19.
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While she was cutting my hair today, with my shirt off (which, when I'm not completely ripped, is a source of insecurity for me ), I thought, "A woman who didn't Iove me wouldn't do this for me - she wouldn't give a shit about my hair. She's amazing." And that led to a new train-of-thought. I haven't allowed myself to fully commit my mind to fully love...because...if I'm not fully committed, I can't be fully rejected. Time to love as fully as I can.
So, fear.
And fear....I'm kickin' ya in the junk.
PS - My son likes to get his hair cut with his shirt off, just like Dad. I'm not six, lol.
The past few days (SASRB days) I've had low-grade anxiety, at times. No anxiety today.
My wife is awesome. She makes real money, does most of the shopping, cooks like a pro - including desserts that have packed a few pounds on me (think cake/cheesecake), is an amazing mother, supportive wife, and even has been cutting our hair during COVID19.
[attachment=693]
While she was cutting my hair today, with my shirt off (which, when I'm not completely ripped, is a source of insecurity for me ), I thought, "A woman who didn't Iove me wouldn't do this for me - she wouldn't give a shit about my hair. She's amazing." And that led to a new train-of-thought. I haven't allowed myself to fully commit my mind to fully love...because...if I'm not fully committed, I can't be fully rejected. Time to love as fully as I can.
So, fear.
And fear....I'm kickin' ya in the junk.
PS - My son likes to get his hair cut with his shirt off, just like Dad. I'm not six, lol.
