06-29-2020, 11:43 AM
Day 2:
Felt less tired today, and slept better.
At around 5 pm I got tired again.
I noticed some social anxiety today when I was at work.
Not really knowing what to say at times.
I also notice 1 girl being into me, she is nice but not that good looking.
not sure what I want to do about it yet.
I feel some fear about starting my videos again as I took a break from them because I was busy.
overall I feel quite calm though.
I know that I have a bad insight into myself. where I don't always know what is changing until its absolutely obvious.
I am not that self-aware I guess. When I read some people's journals I am amazed at how much they notice.
Maybe that is also a reason my journals never really lead somewhere and usually die out.
Felt less tired today, and slept better.
At around 5 pm I got tired again.
I noticed some social anxiety today when I was at work.
Not really knowing what to say at times.
I also notice 1 girl being into me, she is nice but not that good looking.
not sure what I want to do about it yet.
I feel some fear about starting my videos again as I took a break from them because I was busy.
overall I feel quite calm though.
I know that I have a bad insight into myself. where I don't always know what is changing until its absolutely obvious.
I am not that self-aware I guess. When I read some people's journals I am amazed at how much they notice.
Maybe that is also a reason my journals never really lead somewhere and usually die out.
