05-15-2020, 03:52 PM
Thanks for the advice guys, will take everything into consideration. Definitely helps to try and figure out why I'm getting aroused by this fake stuff, and why I go back to it in the first place.
Another update for day 27 now: I went 2 days straight without pmo, only looked at porn yesterday but both looked and relapsed today. One thing that I noticed is if I'm thinking about a girl I like, or my lack of dating experience, I may relapse. Will be more conscious of this in the future.
I've decided to go for another run of this sub after this is all over, trying to remain as clean as possible for the last 5 days of this current run. I have faith things will improve.
Another update for day 27 now: I went 2 days straight without pmo, only looked at porn yesterday but both looked and relapsed today. One thing that I noticed is if I'm thinking about a girl I like, or my lack of dating experience, I may relapse. Will be more conscious of this in the future.
I've decided to go for another run of this sub after this is all over, trying to remain as clean as possible for the last 5 days of this current run. I have faith things will improve.
