05-11-2020, 12:55 PM
Very late update, but thats ok. Felt tired when I wanted to journal which I can't really use as an excuse. So Day 23. Today I relapsed without porn, there was relapse as well I noticed in a cycle that was clean day, relapse, clean, relapse, clean for the past 5 days, but only relapsing two of the 5 thankfully. Again the homosexual fantasies that were probably made strong by porn have come up to trigger some of the relapses, so I'm going to be more conscious about when that arises as I've always been attracted to women. I never look at men the same way I do women in the streets.
Going to reread the pmo hackbook again and some nofap articles. Still happy that I'm not masturbating every day though, and it's usually just once on the days I relapse. Making progress!
Going to reread the pmo hackbook again and some nofap articles. Still happy that I'm not masturbating every day though, and it's usually just once on the days I relapse. Making progress!
