DMSI 3.3.2, OED, X124, PSEv3, etc.

[rono]

Despite our best efforts, we are still dealing with PayPal issues, and require manual processing... I'm so sorry that it's causing you problems.  Unfortunately, at the moment, there is nothing I know of that I can do about it.  It has to wait for Ben to manually finish the order.

Oh well. This would have been an ideal test for me to see if it would boost my flagging libido this afternoon.

I'll have to rely on my usual backups.

I will have to remember it's not a usual digital purchase where it is available instantly.

Then again, maybe this is the TID-- libido started to flag last night, sagged more this am and throughout the morning. Then I decided to buy the sub. Maybe my psyche somehow felt that I wouldn't be getting its support as I had planned?

Negative TID, loss of effects bec the planned purchase of the product didn't happen as expected?

I am noticing that the SDM effect, when used in the long-term programming scheme, fluctuates a bit every now and again. I assume it's mostly because the sub is working on something in order to allow for and achieve more permanency.

Also, the maximization effect is not, well, fully noticeable, so-to-speak, when you're focused on things other than something that's sexually interesting. But as far as I can tell, it's there, and becomes, erm, more noticeable when you see/experience/think about something sexually stimulating.

I can see how this would be. I have felt from the beginning of using subs that I almost have to recite to myself, "I want to feel this working" "I'm open to the effects" "It will be fun and exciting to see the changes it makes". I do this to send positive messages about the changes to my subconscious so it can calm down and let it happen. Plus, if you're actually thinking sexual thoughts... that can sometimes get you going without a sub, kinda greases the skids for the sub to kick in. imo