DMSI 3.3.2, OED, X124, PSEv3, etc.

[rono]

Is all this a sudden change from normal?  Because some of that sounds like what I would expect from SDM, and if so, it might be TID.  But in either case, I'm pleased to see you enjoying these programs.

A couple of the things are 'sudden' changes from normal, like the sexual dreams. Others are just enhanced versions of what was already happening or way more frequent.

I remember reading about this TID-- a sub starts having effects before you use them? Does that interfere with the current sub or just tend to enhance the desired effects or add new desired effects? Not sure how to process that, if you can start feeling the effects just because you plan to purchase it at some time...

TID causes the subliminal to start affecting you, as your conscious mind sees it, "before you start using it".  But time is not a point of now, nor linear, as the conscious mind perceives it; it's more like a smear.  Naturally this means that some part of you has already started using it, but because the conscious mind has such a limited awareness, it seems to be "happening before you start using it".  

TID can influence your current subliminal, and in some cases, can conflict.  I doubt that it would conflict with DMSI for you to be getting TID from Sex Drive Maximizer, since they have similar functions.  What it would appear to be was a sudden enhancement of certain of DMSI's effects, which is why I said it sounds like TID.

My experience is that whatever the dominant probability line (which is a line of discreet moments, possibilities, which lead from when you are now to what is your most likely future based on your most likely choices) is, you will experience the effects "downstream" in time when it comes to TID.  Meaning that if this is TID, it would be resulting from your most probable future being that you start using it within ~35 days from now or less.

It is possible to be getting TID from a most probable future, and then at any time before you start using the program you are getting TID from, choose not to use it.  In such case, you will stop experiencing TID as the dominant probability line becomes you NOT using it.  Fascinatingly, you can still remember and experience the TID, even though technically you never used it.

The brain is a grand inference engine. Maybe based on my success with the DMSI 3.3.2 and a deep, hidden, intuitive understanding of how it does what it does, my subconscious is able to generate similar inner processes with the effects I read about SDM and that you told me about.

 

I think that is much less likely than TID.  

Maybe there is even an effect IN the sub that suggests this as a possibility? I'm getting that you're suggesting that TID is more of one of those 'quantum' effects. 

TID is as I stated above a result of using your whole awareness, not just your conscious mind with its small and limited awareness in comparison to your whole awareness.  Time really doesn't even exist, but it is perceived by your different levels of awareness according to how limited they are in their ability to process "all of it is happening right now".  The "conscious" awareness is the most focused through the physical body, and thus the most limited by the nervous system's limits, which are severe compared to your true potential for awareness as a non-physical mind/awareness.  At least that is what the results of my experiments, research and such have led me to believe since I started doing the research and experiments in 1991.

I do have an 'urge' to purchase the sub, and it feels 'cool' to know that I can buy it at anytime, download and start listening to it. Also, I have a sense that I WILL buy and use it when I feel the time is right. However, I also have a contrary 'urge' that says "keep going with DMSI to see what happens it has had interesting effects so far..." and a deep curiosity about what the next version of DMSI might do since you seem to be getting better and better at these things.

By all means, use DMSI if you wish.  I'm not trying to sell you on SDM.  I'm simply stating that what you describe fits the pattern of what we have come to expect from TID, and the circumstances you find yourself in.

Seems like it would be impossible for ME to judge whether it is TID from SDM or other effects from DMSI, since only you  really know what is inside both of them.

I can't be certain it is TID either.  It's a very challenging thing to observe in some cases, and verify in most cases.

I should note that on Friday afternoon I loop PSE once or twice and then again on Sunday to create romantic moods at our typical romantic 'date' moments. Also, I sometimes use x124 no more than once or twice a week while we are intimate. I try to follow your 'approved usage patterns' very strictly now that I can listen to DMSI at night. Btw: I think that if I had tried to listen to that at night right off the bat we would not have slept well for a couple weeks. Now that we've been listening to it for a couple months, using it at night has no detectable negative impact on sleep. It has a 'friendly' feel. Hard to put into words.

Did you have any thoughts based on these effects whether I should stick with DMSI for the duration or switch tracks?

I'll leave that up to you. 

Thanks for the thoughtful responses, Shannon!

I do not feel any pressure from you to purchase SDM, I assure you. It is this inner sense of desiring to experiment and experience what it might have to offer. At the same time after thinking about it, I realize that since I like what DMSI has done, I want to make sure those effects are somewhat permanent before changing tracks. If I remember, I think you suggest that 6 months to 9 months are required for that, but I couldn't find the specific reference I was looking for quickly enough. Then again, the goals of the two subs are close enough that it might not waste the effects of DMSI if I move to SDM now. Since I have consciously (and I presume subconsciously as well) embraced the experienced effects of DMSI, I would think that my subconscious would cling to those and attempt to integrate new 'work' to be in harmony with those changes I have already experienced.

TID is such an interesting and slippery concept. Impossible to get your arms around, but as you describe it, it sounds quite likely to be at work.

I re-started DMSI listening last night with high hopes of feeling some more cool stuff since the ASRB2 was so productive. Strangely, I woke feeling a bit toned down from the previous three or four days. No one can operate ALL the time at the level I was feeling I suppose, but I welcome being there more of the time.

btw: 
Yesterday, went out shopping for chili pepper plants. One store everyone was in masks and they handed things to you with gloves and plastic bags under plexiglass shields, like in some weird science fiction movie. 
The other, smaller place, I went to the young lady that checked out my purchases was very warm and friendly (I had dealt with her before and found her attractive but she had never been more than courteous). She helped me carry my purchases (light little plants, just too many for one person to handle without damaging them) to my car, gave me her card and said to call her if I had any problems with the plants. This was new. You could see in her eyes that she was smiling, though the mask hid most of her face. I wonder if that was the longing for closeness due to so much separation these days or effects of the sniper... she would qualify as 'my type' in several ways and has a gentle but fun-loving spirit I would also count as attractive. So that was cool. Not stuff I would ever act on, but it's nice to know I can call her about the plants if I have trouble and she might remember me and look forward to helping.