(05-04-2020, 01:38 PM)Shannon Wrote: Is all this a sudden change from normal? Because some of that sounds like what I would expect from SDM, and if so, it might be TID. But in either case, I'm pleased to see you enjoying these programs.
A couple of the things are 'sudden' changes from normal, like the sexual dreams. Others are just enhanced versions of what was already happening or way more frequent.
I remember reading about this TID-- a sub starts having effects before you use them? Does that interfere with the current sub or just tend to enhance the desired effects or add new desired effects? Not sure how to process that, if you can start feeling the effects just because you plan to purchase it at some time...
The brain is a grand inference engine. Maybe based on my success with the DMSI 3.3.2 and a deep, hidden, intuitive understanding of how it does what it does, my subconscious is able to generate similar inner processes with the effects I read about SDM and that you told me about.
Maybe there is even an effect IN the sub that suggests this as a possibility? I'm getting that you're suggesting that TID is more of one of those 'quantum' effects.
I do have an 'urge' to purchase the sub, and it feels 'cool' to know that I can buy it at anytime, download and start listening to it. Also, I have a sense that I WILL buy and use it when I feel the time is right. However, I also have a contrary 'urge' that says "keep going with DMSI to see what happens it has had interesting effects so far..." and a deep curiosity about what the next version of DMSI might do since you seem to be getting better and better at these things.
Seems like it would be impossible for ME to judge whether it is TID from SDM or other effects from DMSI, since only you really know what is inside both of them.
I should note that on Friday afternoon I loop PSE once or twice and then again on Sunday to create romantic moods at our typical romantic 'date' moments. Also, I sometimes use x124 no more than once or twice a week while we are intimate. I try to follow your 'approved usage patterns' very strictly now that I can listen to DMSI at night. Btw: I think that if I had tried to listen to that at night right off the bat we would not have slept well for a couple weeks. Now that we've been listening to it for a couple months, using it at night has no detectable negative impact on sleep. It has a 'friendly' feel. Hard to put into words.
Did you have any thoughts based on these effects whether I should stick with DMSI for the duration or switch tracks?
