Trolololo - DRS + (SDM) + (USLMaxx 4.2 in spe)

[Shannon]

My sex drive is definitely and steadily increasing, and I feel good. Going back to the big city the day after tomorrow to get some work done, and other things. The SDM is making me very physically hungry after I'm done with the loops, though - it's not energetically draining, but there's lots of juice definitely going into something (probably a lot of it is fueling the DRS because oh, humanity!, but whatchagonnado ).

Have come to some conclusions, including that there's at least one long-time "friend" I gotta cut off completely (if you remember from my previous journals, that composer-pianist fella). I've always known he had issues (it's a darn sad thing, really), but apparently he copes with them by shitting all over my personal and professional life when I'm not looking, to make himself feel better, lol. ***** you, friend! I might, or might not, tell him about it to his face. We'll see. Depends on how he acts post-quarantine.

Hunger after loops will be down to two things: either it's triggered by fear, or it's being triggered by you using that food to generate energy.  If you start gaining weight from it, 99:1 it's fear.

Nah, I don't think I'm gaining weight. We'll see. I doubt it, though; I'm hungry but I'm not overeating.

I figured that would be unlikely for you.  So it's most likely using that food for powering what SDM is doing to and with your body and your energy then.