04-30-2020, 06:49 AM
My sex drive is definitely and steadily increasing, and I feel good. Going back to the big city the day after tomorrow to get some work done, and other things. 
The SDM is making me very physically hungry after I'm done with the loops, though - it's not energetically draining, but there's lots of juice definitely going into something (probably a lot of it is fueling the DRS because oh, humanity!, but whatchagonnado 
).
Have come to some conclusions, including that there's at least one long-time "friend" I gotta cut off completely (if you remember from my previous journals, that composer-pianist fella). I've always known he had issues (it's a darn sad thing, really), but apparently he copes with them by shitting all over my personal and professional life when I'm not looking, to make himself feel better, lol. Fuck you, friend! I might, or might not, tell him about it to his face. We'll see. Depends on how he acts post-quarantine.
The SDM is making me very physically hungry after I'm done with the loops, though - it's not energetically draining, but there's lots of juice definitely going into something (probably a lot of it is fueling the DRS because oh, humanity!, but whatchagonnado ).Have come to some conclusions, including that there's at least one long-time "friend" I gotta cut off completely (if you remember from my previous journals, that composer-pianist fella). I've always known he had issues (it's a darn sad thing, really), but apparently he copes with them by shitting all over my personal and professional life when I'm not looking, to make himself feel better, lol. Fuck you, friend!
I might, or might not, tell him about it to his face. We'll see. Depends on how he acts post-quarantine.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
