Its gonna be an interesting bloom as im not sure I want to keep running UMS and switch to another sub or not. This bloom im alpha, absolute solid, present, confident and totally certain and grounded in myself. I have a complete different. demeanor and perspective now.
Success is now something innate. Im feeling successfull, non needy, full of options, directions to go. ..oppurtunities open up right in front of me and willing to face, sort out, and truly reveal. My thoughts and language have certainly shifted. An assureness is with me.
So...idk. it might be the quarantine fucking with my mind. I might genuinly want to shift subs. I crave human contact. For all I know, and this might be just the beginning, im an alpha male in my peak. Strong internal pillars I wouldve imagined to be in am6. This is like am6 on steroids. A new freedom, to create, lead.
Seduction is part of me now. Tons of new elements are absorbed, integrated, and shaping my world, my person. As you think you shall become. This goes well with inner game. Im also having a reocurring interest in nlp.
Whatever I do. Im still going to read some books ive lined up, so yeah. I dont know why it is such a hard decision to make.
Edit: ums is pushing me towards straight edgeand financial mastery. Cutting out dependencies, upgrading my diet and taking care of myself. Frame control, trust inner resources. Nofap is just the beginning, detachment, selfcentering. Saying no to the puss. Being able to have fun, being a natural high testostorone male. Its a great investment and trains you to be self reliant. Its a consistency in learning to say no as a natural consequence due to urges, who, come and go.
Success is now something innate. Im feeling successfull, non needy, full of options, directions to go. ..oppurtunities open up right in front of me and willing to face, sort out, and truly reveal. My thoughts and language have certainly shifted. An assureness is with me.
So...idk. it might be the quarantine fucking with my mind. I might genuinly want to shift subs. I crave human contact. For all I know, and this might be just the beginning, im an alpha male in my peak. Strong internal pillars I wouldve imagined to be in am6. This is like am6 on steroids. A new freedom, to create, lead.
Seduction is part of me now. Tons of new elements are absorbed, integrated, and shaping my world, my person. As you think you shall become. This goes well with inner game. Im also having a reocurring interest in nlp.
Whatever I do. Im still going to read some books ive lined up, so yeah. I dont know why it is such a hard decision to make.
Edit: ums is pushing me towards straight edgeand financial mastery. Cutting out dependencies, upgrading my diet and taking care of myself. Frame control, trust inner resources. Nofap is just the beginning, detachment, selfcentering. Saying no to the puss. Being able to have fun, being a natural high testostorone male. Its a great investment and trains you to be self reliant. Its a consistency in learning to say no as a natural consequence due to urges, who, come and go.
