04-25-2020, 12:10 PM
The going appears to be good. I'm feeling good.
Will be returning to the big city shortly (I went to visit my crazy parents for the holidays and elected to stay there for a bit as the aura in the city was getting a touch overbearing. My hometown's way less populous and pretty much comatose at the best of times
). My vocal coach says we can work, she'll just wear a mask and gloves, lol (I was planning to do a little recording by May 15th).
That SDM there, when used for 4 loops per day (the "long-term programming" protocol), appears to have an interesting side-effect of actively dealing/clearing out shite that would stand in its way. F. in. apart from making my intimates all tingly (and making me kinda hard
) I'm getting dreams directly related to some playah gals from my romantic history and how my sex-drive got blocked off by each.
Apart from that, feeling like "I sure do feel like have tons of sex with some sweet little blond girl or something", but interestingly I have no desire to, f. in., watch pornographic material, play with myself and such. I guess the best way to see the SDM in action is just find some nice little lady and get to it.
Also had some very interesting "song on loop out of the blue" situations here, related to the above, heh. Good songs, though!
Will be returning to the big city shortly (I went to visit my crazy parents for the holidays and elected to stay there for a bit as the aura in the city was getting a touch overbearing. My hometown's way less populous and pretty much comatose at the best of times
). My vocal coach says we can work, she'll just wear a mask and gloves, lol (I was planning to do a little recording by May 15th).That SDM there, when used for 4 loops per day (the "long-term programming" protocol), appears to have an interesting side-effect of actively dealing/clearing out shite that would stand in its way. F. in. apart from making my intimates all tingly (and making me kinda hard
) I'm getting dreams directly related to some playah gals from my romantic history and how my sex-drive got blocked off by each.Apart from that, feeling like "I sure do feel like have tons of sex with some sweet little blond girl or something", but interestingly I have no desire to, f. in., watch pornographic material, play with myself and such. I guess the best way to see the SDM in action is just find some nice little lady and get to it.
Also had some very interesting "song on loop out of the blue" situations here, related to the above, heh. Good songs, though!
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
