04-25-2020, 01:39 AM
Ran 2 loops 2 days ago(?) Im at bloom day 2 today.
Im having urges to switch to DMSI. Having experiences in line, aswell as a shift in mindset regarding seduction, pook-ism and what not. Lots is being weeded out, and am having strong dad-instincts. Like the father son dynamic and bestowing masculinity. Its strong this morning.
Underestimation, selfesteem, selfdoubt ( what if's bordering gaslighting, hello trauma ) shame, reservation. Some things that revealed itself and revealed itself. Good job FRM. the smooth gliding to core issues and willing to walk with it, the snowball is rolling. Disroot.
Anyway, im curious( see myself talking into it to an extent) what DMSI will do now. I also wonder to what extent subs will help eachother in this.
To understand is to live life. Ah yes, fear, hello. Funny you are here. Anxiety is funny. Laugh at it.
Ps: I have found grounding amidst dr/dp. Like, grounding and landing which is huge. Tons of memories surfacing aswell, tracevacks, healing all of it.
Im having urges to switch to DMSI. Having experiences in line, aswell as a shift in mindset regarding seduction, pook-ism and what not. Lots is being weeded out, and am having strong dad-instincts. Like the father son dynamic and bestowing masculinity. Its strong this morning.
Underestimation, selfesteem, selfdoubt ( what if's bordering gaslighting, hello trauma ) shame, reservation. Some things that revealed itself and revealed itself. Good job FRM. the smooth gliding to core issues and willing to walk with it, the snowball is rolling. Disroot.
Anyway, im curious( see myself talking into it to an extent) what DMSI will do now. I also wonder to what extent subs will help eachother in this.
To understand is to live life. Ah yes, fear, hello. Funny you are here. Anxiety is funny. Laugh at it.
Ps: I have found grounding amidst dr/dp. Like, grounding and landing which is huge. Tons of memories surfacing aswell, tracevacks, healing all of it.
