04-22-2020, 02:58 AM
(This post was last modified: 04-22-2020, 03:29 AM by Javier Gerardo.)
Had an exciting dream last night that I was in some form of a team and there are 8 of us. I remember we are doing a project of some sort like in school. I can't remember much from that.
Around 2 to 3 weeks ago I remember that I had a really nasty dream. I was visiting the cemetery with my father and there I was looking at some of the tombs until I found a really big mausoleum sized tombed. Like the door is as big as a church. When I entered I saw that the remnants of the dead are still there together with his clothes. It seems he died a long time ago but the embalming process turned him into a mummy. His wife is also there inside this big "tomb room". What's puzzling is that their clothes that they used to own are still there on a rack beside them and you can peruse and even get one if you want. I saw other visitors browsing upon these clothes upon my shock. When I went out due to the horror of it I am like in a car and driving around different tombs until I saw the tombs of our former president of our country. Quite creepy again. If my healing needs to come I need to get past this dreams of death.
Moving on, I think I am more in more getting in control of my emotions. I was almost to the point of saying violent reactions over people who have different opinions on me online then I realize it is a good time to practice what I learned from Stoicism and just let that go.
I was browsing my past journal entries and around a month ago I started feeling the back tingling and pain. I'm still experiencing it to this day.
Around 2 to 3 weeks ago I remember that I had a really nasty dream. I was visiting the cemetery with my father and there I was looking at some of the tombs until I found a really big mausoleum sized tombed. Like the door is as big as a church. When I entered I saw that the remnants of the dead are still there together with his clothes. It seems he died a long time ago but the embalming process turned him into a mummy. His wife is also there inside this big "tomb room". What's puzzling is that their clothes that they used to own are still there on a rack beside them and you can peruse and even get one if you want. I saw other visitors browsing upon these clothes upon my shock. When I went out due to the horror of it I am like in a car and driving around different tombs until I saw the tombs of our former president of our country. Quite creepy again. If my healing needs to come I need to get past this dreams of death.
Moving on, I think I am more in more getting in control of my emotions. I was almost to the point of saying violent reactions over people who have different opinions on me online then I realize it is a good time to practice what I learned from Stoicism and just let that go.
I was browsing my past journal entries and around a month ago I started feeling the back tingling and pain. I'm still experiencing it to this day.
"Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent."
