JG's Maximum Healing Speed v2 5.75 Journal

[Javier Gerardo]

Yeah that'd be good man. I know it's annoying but we have it for a reason.

Edited already. No worries at all.

I decided to add additional "2" days on using it just this once so the total was 7 days using it. Fatigue and tiredness are still prominent throughout my day even though I'm only at home and doing few things. I stopped doing bodyweight exercises to gain muscle like what I have been doing for years (around 6+ years) due to my back tingling feeling and pain. It's not that painful and more likely due to poor posture. As such I researched hard on the topic and practicing stretching exercises (Used Bob and Brad Physical therapist YouTube videos). Hopefully they will help. I'm practicing light yoga as well.

Bloating in my stomach got a bit more intense for the past days. I was burping more than usual and feeling of wanting to vomit. I've had this feeling even back years ago when I think I'm ok. Kind of like feeling when I am tense or will do some stressful thing like going to bungee jumping. I know it is different from the usual burping I feel before. I'm not sure if this means I am improving or not. Just gotta relax and stay on course. Quarantine is extended at my city.

For the nights following my kind of "nightmare" or "nightmarish" dream last 4/1/2020 on my update, I had almost the same. One night I dreamed of me giving up and telling my dad I'm accepting my fate already if things get worse. Got me crying in the dream. When I woke up I felt really sad and depressed. But I still and press on. I still believe in my heart and mind I will get healed. I won't give up. Things are getting harder even in our current situation. Like my friends are all getting heated up due to the coronavirus crisis. People are getting political and hating on the government. But I feel apathetic to all of them and mainly because I feel it won't do a single thing if I took those as my business. My main concern is still to get healed and stay grounded amidst this crisis.

Last night was a somehow good dream. I dreamed that I'm with a lady friend (whom I like) and we went to a lady friend's place for her wedding. It was nice.