Running ultrasonic atm and feel no resistance whatsoever. FRM seems to work pretty nicely.
Also, everything is starting to feel like monopoly. This is something thats going on for some time now. Its like everything is equally possible. Im ready to receive. To move in, to secure the bag. I know what I want to have my life look like. Now I want to integrate the drive and to make it my own, my nature.
I do miss somewhat more mundane things. Like living "normally" in a sense. Would be nice in a way to not have to deal with all the crap and distractions and just execute. Then again, everyone deals with shit, yet I aint doing excuses.
I just need to get over it and start making content. Covid is perfect for this right now. Otherwise aswell. Drop conditions. Ive done it before yet didnt pull through, so why not pick up, start, and go with it. Inspiration follows. Its nothing different then other habits. Having fun with it and actually enjoying it, which is the fucking point. Getting over fear, judgment and false embarrasment, cuz who gives a shit. This can get me further in life and I can calibrate. Fuck what everyone thinks and putting myself out there. I mean, look at Swaggersouls lmao.
Im also writing out whats needed. What channels and platforms. Its 2020 and social media aswell as platforms are exploding and "the new media". It also is right in my interest pool. Leaveraging media and internet platforms. Next up laptop and setup shopping.
Covid aint an excuse. My attitude and frame of aporoach can be flipped. High loops do put me in limbo sometimes due its impact and healing.
#putinthework
Edit1: whats also interesting, is, I want to get a new haircut. My haircolor is brown, yet I want to go blond. It shows me new freedom levels. Im also eying up DRS for reasons and DRS would be a great asset. Another is sex. Its more on the forefront, could SDM TID, but my attitude, frame and approach has changed in amusement. Its funny how girls act. Seems to be in line of approach regarding wealth and the life coming with it. This all is beneficial.
Also, everything is starting to feel like monopoly. This is something thats going on for some time now. Its like everything is equally possible. Im ready to receive. To move in, to secure the bag. I know what I want to have my life look like. Now I want to integrate the drive and to make it my own, my nature.
I do miss somewhat more mundane things. Like living "normally" in a sense. Would be nice in a way to not have to deal with all the crap and distractions and just execute. Then again, everyone deals with shit, yet I aint doing excuses.
I just need to get over it and start making content. Covid is perfect for this right now. Otherwise aswell. Drop conditions. Ive done it before yet didnt pull through, so why not pick up, start, and go with it. Inspiration follows. Its nothing different then other habits. Having fun with it and actually enjoying it, which is the fucking point. Getting over fear, judgment and false embarrasment, cuz who gives a shit. This can get me further in life and I can calibrate. Fuck what everyone thinks and putting myself out there. I mean, look at Swaggersouls lmao.
Im also writing out whats needed. What channels and platforms. Its 2020 and social media aswell as platforms are exploding and "the new media". It also is right in my interest pool. Leaveraging media and internet platforms. Next up laptop and setup shopping.
Covid aint an excuse. My attitude and frame of aporoach can be flipped. High loops do put me in limbo sometimes due its impact and healing.
#putinthework
Edit1: whats also interesting, is, I want to get a new haircut. My haircolor is brown, yet I want to go blond. It shows me new freedom levels. Im also eying up DRS for reasons and DRS would be a great asset. Another is sex. Its more on the forefront, could SDM TID, but my attitude, frame and approach has changed in amusement. Its funny how girls act. Seems to be in line of approach regarding wealth and the life coming with it. This all is beneficial.
