03-11-2020, 11:41 AM
Hi All, (ongoing experiment with off-label use of DMSI 3.3.2)
Day 6 of Cycle #5
Nothing to report. Pretty unremarkable day. I can't even remember anything that happened yesterday...
Overall feeling/sense is that the sub is losing its 'edge' with me. I'm not getting the same response I'm used to. Wondering if a long break (greater than the ASRB2) will be necessary at some point. Also, could be that I've been working real hard and not getting out much.
Day 7 of Cycle #5
The sense of the sub having less effect is even greater today. Curious as to whether this might be a time where we are overcoming internal resistance... Did have a bad headache and fatigue yesterday (no surprise really because of series of 4 days getting 5 hours or less sleep). I took a nap in the afternoon just to close my eyes and hope the headache would go away with a little deep breathing and resting of the eyes. Fell asleep and it was a profound rest. Woke up feeling different. I think the silent version of the sub was playing but not sure.
We'll be going out for a bit tonight, might see some folks. We'll see if there is any effect.
My wife has been telling me (don't remember what day, maybe Day 6) that she's been getting more attention from younger men. I tease her about this but she says, "are you kidding? I'm too old for them!" I argue, "hey these days young men fantasize about older women..." all in good fun, and my wife has always gotten a little attention since she lost weight, but there has been an increased frequency.
Maybe I'm losing focus and just getting used to it all. We'll see-- tomorrow's day 8 of this (relatively uneventful) cycle. Maybe ASRB2 #5 will bring some 'bloom' that people talk about.
Also, wondering if I should put this one aside for now and break it out again for next year's tropical vacation.
Still plan to wait the full 92 days of the first 3 months at least. But starting to look at other things to do with subs when this is over.
Day 6 of Cycle #5
Nothing to report. Pretty unremarkable day. I can't even remember anything that happened yesterday...
Overall feeling/sense is that the sub is losing its 'edge' with me. I'm not getting the same response I'm used to. Wondering if a long break (greater than the ASRB2) will be necessary at some point. Also, could be that I've been working real hard and not getting out much.
Day 7 of Cycle #5
The sense of the sub having less effect is even greater today. Curious as to whether this might be a time where we are overcoming internal resistance... Did have a bad headache and fatigue yesterday (no surprise really because of series of 4 days getting 5 hours or less sleep). I took a nap in the afternoon just to close my eyes and hope the headache would go away with a little deep breathing and resting of the eyes. Fell asleep and it was a profound rest. Woke up feeling different. I think the silent version of the sub was playing but not sure.
We'll be going out for a bit tonight, might see some folks. We'll see if there is any effect.
My wife has been telling me (don't remember what day, maybe Day 6) that she's been getting more attention from younger men. I tease her about this but she says, "are you kidding? I'm too old for them!" I argue, "hey these days young men fantasize about older women..." all in good fun, and my wife has always gotten a little attention since she lost weight, but there has been an increased frequency.
Maybe I'm losing focus and just getting used to it all. We'll see-- tomorrow's day 8 of this (relatively uneventful) cycle. Maybe ASRB2 #5 will bring some 'bloom' that people talk about.
Also, wondering if I should put this one aside for now and break it out again for next year's tropical vacation.
Still plan to wait the full 92 days of the first 3 months at least. But starting to look at other things to do with subs when this is over.