03-05-2020, 05:02 AM
So, im blooming again and the consideration to jump am6 refresher is pretty much present. After seeing what happened yesterday, its time to shutdown bs down real fast. If you are new and think you can start "jokkng" like we are best buddies, you are in for a nightmare and ill rip you a new one.
Yeah, my boundaries were pretty much absent. Helpless, needy stuff, total off guard and anything. Reminded me of my pre-sub cptsd high times. I know the solution yet fear was present.
Its one off the things that made me consider running ums. Financial freedom, fuck you money and being free of societies slave programming. To associate with whom I want, having successfull people and associates yet also being able to be alone. To do whst I want, having always money wherever I go, whenever I go and free to spend on what, how and why aswell as when I want. To be done with the ratrace bs.
My mind, as soon as this disrespect started due my low boundaries, shortcircuited that real quick. Ultimatum. There is no otherway around then to show them "listen buddy, you fuck up, I wont put up with you shit, you new, now stfu" im the king here, not you, capiche?
Also, in ways im filtering even stronger. People I been friends with, I feel a sort of ubfulfillment + im annoyed at some bs beliefs around money being spewed. It actually makes me aware of some simmering anger. Im really done with all kinda dynamics aswell. Like some frames of character. Tons is stripping away and there are moments im feeling omnipotent, omnipresent etc. In these moments my influence feels massively, its a whole other game being played.
Im done with dumbfucks that hate on rich people and whine its not fair. That surely will pay the bills eh ? :rollseyes: not to say, its povery enforcing woe is me. Play high game bro. Also, programming around "liking people" is breaking down. I actually dont like many people at all now i realize that. Living mediocre stupid lives. Its fine to fire people out of your life, to not like people and becreal and authentic. Its a sort of contrasting experiences serving self-defining.
Yeah, my boundaries were pretty much absent. Helpless, needy stuff, total off guard and anything. Reminded me of my pre-sub cptsd high times. I know the solution yet fear was present.
Its one off the things that made me consider running ums. Financial freedom, fuck you money and being free of societies slave programming. To associate with whom I want, having successfull people and associates yet also being able to be alone. To do whst I want, having always money wherever I go, whenever I go and free to spend on what, how and why aswell as when I want. To be done with the ratrace bs.
My mind, as soon as this disrespect started due my low boundaries, shortcircuited that real quick. Ultimatum. There is no otherway around then to show them "listen buddy, you fuck up, I wont put up with you shit, you new, now stfu" im the king here, not you, capiche?
Also, in ways im filtering even stronger. People I been friends with, I feel a sort of ubfulfillment + im annoyed at some bs beliefs around money being spewed. It actually makes me aware of some simmering anger. Im really done with all kinda dynamics aswell. Like some frames of character. Tons is stripping away and there are moments im feeling omnipotent, omnipresent etc. In these moments my influence feels massively, its a whole other game being played.
Im done with dumbfucks that hate on rich people and whine its not fair. That surely will pay the bills eh ? :rollseyes: not to say, its povery enforcing woe is me. Play high game bro. Also, programming around "liking people" is breaking down. I actually dont like many people at all now i realize that. Living mediocre stupid lives. Its fine to fire people out of your life, to not like people and becreal and authentic. Its a sort of contrasting experiences serving self-defining.
