I want to be free. Blooming day 1, ran 3 loops overnight.
Anyway, revisiting hank moody stuff, and going through it lol. I want to be free, all is well. On the wavelength of "adventure"
Im so done. Lol.
Started the smolov jr bench program. Have ran it before and strength went up like a mofo.
I notice tension in my body, constriction. Tons of bs is exposed, tons of fears are let go. Last night as I dozed off before bed, I heard the chatter in my mind, tons of processing went on. Im actually pretty fed up now, aswell as part of me are. They are like "come on!" They know. They even are getting fed up as they know.
Also, "get rich now!" The rest doesnt matter. Bs excuses and delay. There is nothing stopping me when being honest. Just social programming, reasons of delay and what not. Break those shackles. Before I came across a message that reflected this, my initial response was not vibing, only to come to tge conclusion that "getting rich now" is something that IS a reality.
Also, fuck working for free. Pay yourself, you deserve it. They dont give a fuck. Get on track boi. Give yourself a raise. All shit is removed by ums. Ive been thinling what Shannon wrote some time ago "UMS will replace all with succes programming" or something along those lines. I got it confirmed myself, which gives me some peace of mind and im sure bout that.
I also realized how much bs victim mentality is. Insidious poison. Cant pinpoint when that shit started, but damn, that aint me at all.
Anyway, revisiting hank moody stuff, and going through it lol. I want to be free, all is well. On the wavelength of "adventure"
Im so done. Lol.
Started the smolov jr bench program. Have ran it before and strength went up like a mofo.
I notice tension in my body, constriction. Tons of bs is exposed, tons of fears are let go. Last night as I dozed off before bed, I heard the chatter in my mind, tons of processing went on. Im actually pretty fed up now, aswell as part of me are. They are like "come on!" They know. They even are getting fed up as they know.
Also, "get rich now!" The rest doesnt matter. Bs excuses and delay. There is nothing stopping me when being honest. Just social programming, reasons of delay and what not. Break those shackles. Before I came across a message that reflected this, my initial response was not vibing, only to come to tge conclusion that "getting rich now" is something that IS a reality.
Also, fuck working for free. Pay yourself, you deserve it. They dont give a fuck. Get on track boi. Give yourself a raise. All shit is removed by ums. Ive been thinling what Shannon wrote some time ago "UMS will replace all with succes programming" or something along those lines. I got it confirmed myself, which gives me some peace of mind and im sure bout that.
I also realized how much bs victim mentality is. Insidious poison. Cant pinpoint when that shit started, but damn, that aint me at all.
