Feelin somewhat peacefull.all is good. Chilling seems to up the effects. Im experiencing mindfog, yet, its just there not affecting my mood at all. Its just there.
Last couple of days sexual energy and finances tend to "be alike" now, I broke nofap streak today, which adds to the brainfog, yet its like a bump in the road mere inconvenience. "It happened yet doesnt matter" due to the pattern, its my strong suspicion its fear. I feel nothing right now like it never happened.
This peace of "everything is handled" is pretty neat.
Im getting discounts. I got points I can spend yet forgot it and didnt care. Now, the guy from my gym, is someone I am on good terms with, yet he insisted on it. He said "no, it IS a big deal" okay lol. Also, I seem to have been paid less for my vape liquid.
Running loops right now. 2 loops didnt felt satisfying.
Last couple of days sexual energy and finances tend to "be alike" now, I broke nofap streak today, which adds to the brainfog, yet its like a bump in the road mere inconvenience. "It happened yet doesnt matter" due to the pattern, its my strong suspicion its fear. I feel nothing right now like it never happened.
This peace of "everything is handled" is pretty neat.
Im getting discounts. I got points I can spend yet forgot it and didnt care. Now, the guy from my gym, is someone I am on good terms with, yet he insisted on it. He said "no, it IS a big deal" okay lol. Also, I seem to have been paid less for my vape liquid.
Running loops right now. 2 loops didnt felt satisfying.
