Running 2 loops tonight. ( end 3rd day bloom ) a ton is happening underneath the hood. Loads of processing this bloomphase. we'll see. Might be not running loops at all.
Had tons of trauma release this bloom. I really liked it. I understand frm also better now and the relief aid in it. I even watched some videos that made shed tears and I basked in it. E3 became very "soft" to me. Comforting.
Im also theorizing that there is some sort extention going on while im turned inward. Like it governs and I can kick back a bit. One that handles social life aswell as how im being perceived. Somultaneously it like I can ease in E3 and FRM while changes are made. Could be shield (NDRS) related. Oh well.
Also, im gonna ease on the loops and be more gentle and having more fun with it. Ride the wave, trust the subconscious.
Had tons of trauma release this bloom. I really liked it. I understand frm also better now and the relief aid in it. I even watched some videos that made shed tears and I basked in it. E3 became very "soft" to me. Comforting.
Im also theorizing that there is some sort extention going on while im turned inward. Like it governs and I can kick back a bit. One that handles social life aswell as how im being perceived. Somultaneously it like I can ease in E3 and FRM while changes are made. Could be shield (NDRS) related. Oh well.
Also, im gonna ease on the loops and be more gentle and having more fun with it. Ride the wave, trust the subconscious.
