Reading Keith's journal, this quote is what is something I also think is happening. Ngl, high loops, there we're moments of "break of reality/consumed" might be intense healing or/and agressive reality bending.
Reminder to self: Shannon,s quote - " Shannon Wrote:
I am starting to be of the opinion that a lot of what seems like "bad luck" from USLM type things is really breaking an existing state to allow for the development of something better. A rapid switching of circumstances that appears bad before it's finished developing, but turns out good in the end."
Also, the free up gives me a deeper sense of social dynamics. Listening to a podcast which involves relationships, selection, time prioritizing, self values and structure, the list goes on.
Im feeling more freedom, or rather realize it that I was all this time.non needing anyrhing, just flow, connection, and its fine to have a high bs intuition/radar and not wanting to do with toxic people. It 1) openes me up to quality relationships 2) enforces boundaries, presentation, sets value and frame and is self investment
3) no guilt.
It might be UMS caused me to outgrow, I like that. This makes me more productive and generates space of mental bandwith.
I have ditched social media a bit out of fear. I fear quitted last time, yet am about to return. Fear of confrontation, rejection. Its kind of a clusterfuck.
Got triggered over something, raw anger, non directional came up.
20 things im gratefull for. Write down. Its clearing stuff up.
Concept like rejection have nothing to do with me. It makes no sense. The conceot is redundant like many shit dumped in my head along the way. Its a nonsense thing.
Reminder to self: Shannon,s quote - " Shannon Wrote:
I am starting to be of the opinion that a lot of what seems like "bad luck" from USLM type things is really breaking an existing state to allow for the development of something better. A rapid switching of circumstances that appears bad before it's finished developing, but turns out good in the end."
Also, the free up gives me a deeper sense of social dynamics. Listening to a podcast which involves relationships, selection, time prioritizing, self values and structure, the list goes on.
Im feeling more freedom, or rather realize it that I was all this time.non needing anyrhing, just flow, connection, and its fine to have a high bs intuition/radar and not wanting to do with toxic people. It 1) openes me up to quality relationships 2) enforces boundaries, presentation, sets value and frame and is self investment
3) no guilt.
It might be UMS caused me to outgrow, I like that. This makes me more productive and generates space of mental bandwith.
I have ditched social media a bit out of fear. I fear quitted last time, yet am about to return. Fear of confrontation, rejection. Its kind of a clusterfuck.
Got triggered over something, raw anger, non directional came up.
20 things im gratefull for. Write down. Its clearing stuff up.
Concept like rejection have nothing to do with me. It makes no sense. The conceot is redundant like many shit dumped in my head along the way. Its a nonsense thing.
