02-25-2020, 08:27 PM
It's been a while since I updated.
Ever since I started USLM3 I am being forced to face my fears and issues. It all started with me visiting a good Psychiatrist and his team. Its not that I didn't tried this approach before but before USLM3 whenever I would always find those psychiatrist or doctors who were just full of shitt..
USLM-5.5G made everything possible and the only thing I needed to take was an "Action".. I was scared at first cause before USLM3 that it didn't worked out and response from the external environment was always negative.
So, these were the mental issues that were stopping me from achieving success in anything in life..
Severe OCD (It's genetic), Severe Anxiety, ADHD.. All of these were diagnosed by a series of tests and by a psychologist.
I got 10 on scale from 0-10.. Zero being good and 10 being worst.. I was a mess and when I read my old post.. Man I really was.
So I was using USLM3 + Antidepressants + Anxiety Pills...
Now I noticed that when I use USLM3 then the side effects which people usually complain about from the psychiatric meds... Well I didn't experienced any of that maybe just 1% and it was easy to ignore.
If I stopped USLM3 then I effectiveness of the medication will start to dissappear as things were getting out of sync.. Both internally and externally.... Especially externally as things won't go smooth and it would piss me off resulting is bursts of anger or frustration.. So as soon as I went back on USLM3.. Everything was smooth again..
Even with everything going smoothly... I had to go thru some real mess and it was fcuking exhausting...I had never ever gone thru this mess my entire life..
My Dad got hospitalised and no one.. I mean absolutely no one was there to take matters in hand.
My mom, brother, sister.. No one was capable of handling this situation. If anything were to happen to my dad then.. We would all have ended up on streets.. With all those bank loans, debt..
I am sorry if you see me ranting but I was pissed at my younger brother and many people due to which my family was in debt... They were all parasite.
Younger Brother who is like a "Hulk" but is stupid and dumb..
In the end I just said "Fvuk" everyone and everything..
I am gonna do everything on my own and will get out of this shit of misery and dept.
.... Ok let me take a break and I will post in few hours..
Ever since I started USLM3 I am being forced to face my fears and issues. It all started with me visiting a good Psychiatrist and his team. Its not that I didn't tried this approach before but before USLM3 whenever I would always find those psychiatrist or doctors who were just full of shitt..
USLM-5.5G made everything possible and the only thing I needed to take was an "Action".. I was scared at first cause before USLM3 that it didn't worked out and response from the external environment was always negative.
So, these were the mental issues that were stopping me from achieving success in anything in life..
Severe OCD (It's genetic), Severe Anxiety, ADHD.. All of these were diagnosed by a series of tests and by a psychologist.
I got 10 on scale from 0-10.. Zero being good and 10 being worst.. I was a mess and when I read my old post.. Man I really was.
So I was using USLM3 + Antidepressants + Anxiety Pills...
Now I noticed that when I use USLM3 then the side effects which people usually complain about from the psychiatric meds... Well I didn't experienced any of that maybe just 1% and it was easy to ignore.
If I stopped USLM3 then I effectiveness of the medication will start to dissappear as things were getting out of sync.. Both internally and externally.... Especially externally as things won't go smooth and it would piss me off resulting is bursts of anger or frustration.. So as soon as I went back on USLM3.. Everything was smooth again..
Even with everything going smoothly... I had to go thru some real mess and it was fcuking exhausting...I had never ever gone thru this mess my entire life..
My Dad got hospitalised and no one.. I mean absolutely no one was there to take matters in hand.
My mom, brother, sister.. No one was capable of handling this situation. If anything were to happen to my dad then.. We would all have ended up on streets.. With all those bank loans, debt..
I am sorry if you see me ranting but I was pissed at my younger brother and many people due to which my family was in debt... They were all parasite.
Younger Brother who is like a "Hulk" but is stupid and dumb..
In the end I just said "Fvuk" everyone and everything..
I am gonna do everything on my own and will get out of this shit of misery and dept.
.... Ok let me take a break and I will post in few hours..
