Bloom kicks clearly in end day 2 bloom. Still having things brought to the surface and brought to light, which give me panicky spikes felt physical. As if my mind seeks it out, and so the reaction takes place.
Im having fears and feelings stirr up lately regarding;
Taxes ( scarcity mindset )
Emails ( abandonment, discard by lets say "dad")
Group of people on which I went no contact due to the demand in changes and now fears, anxiety and what not pop up. I found it the best way as I was done with the energy. Self investment and priorities. Guilt, fear aswell as catastroping.
Overal limiting thinking.
My idea is to not talk about it anymore. Just letting it be handled by e3/frm. It was reason to bloom aswell due to e3's magnifying of it all. Now its works through it just fine.
Edit: decided to load up 1 loop and leave it at that, bloom will proceed after this 1 loop.
Im having fears and feelings stirr up lately regarding;
Taxes ( scarcity mindset )
Emails ( abandonment, discard by lets say "dad")
Group of people on which I went no contact due to the demand in changes and now fears, anxiety and what not pop up. I found it the best way as I was done with the energy. Self investment and priorities. Guilt, fear aswell as catastroping.
Overal limiting thinking.
My idea is to not talk about it anymore. Just letting it be handled by e3/frm. It was reason to bloom aswell due to e3's magnifying of it all. Now its works through it just fine.
Edit: decided to load up 1 loop and leave it at that, bloom will proceed after this 1 loop.
