02-18-2020, 06:56 AM
stage4 Day 3
It's interesting that I was feeling very beta and stucked a few days before, in stage 3.
But now I again started to feel relaxed and confident. stage 3 got something in it that I beware. I was feeling something that is very clear but I dont know what it is.
People around me behaving obivious submissive behaviours howbeit I dont feel anything different than normal. I mean I don't see these as a reward or something to celebrate.
I am working more effectively, longer and concentrate.(about 2 months)
Less procastinate (about 3 months)
There is one thing about I see as a problem:
My sex drive is ver low. I dont know why but I just can't have enough willingness to go for a woman and try to seduce her.
For now I dont know how to overcome this. I will try take some zinc and magnesium pills maybe this related to low t rate.
Sometimes I understand how LTU5 users feel the world, relaxed and focused.
A dream:
There was a girl on my highschool, I sent her a text that time, and after that, she just tell everyone in my class about that. I saw this girl in my dream with the same situation but she call me back and I didn't answer, she was asking why I didn't answer the call, I told her because I dont want to do. I think again OGFS doing its job.
It's interesting that I was feeling very beta and stucked a few days before, in stage 3.
But now I again started to feel relaxed and confident. stage 3 got something in it that I beware. I was feeling something that is very clear but I dont know what it is.
People around me behaving obivious submissive behaviours howbeit I dont feel anything different than normal. I mean I don't see these as a reward or something to celebrate.
I am working more effectively, longer and concentrate.(about 2 months)
Less procastinate (about 3 months)
There is one thing about I see as a problem:
My sex drive is ver low. I dont know why but I just can't have enough willingness to go for a woman and try to seduce her.
For now I dont know how to overcome this. I will try take some zinc and magnesium pills maybe this related to low t rate.
Sometimes I understand how LTU5 users feel the world, relaxed and focused.
A dream:
There was a girl on my highschool, I sent her a text that time, and after that, she just tell everyone in my class about that. I saw this girl in my dream with the same situation but she call me back and I didn't answer, she was asking why I didn't answer the call, I told her because I dont want to do. I think again OGFS doing its job.
AM6-1(4.19)--AM6-2(11.19)--SE-5.5G--AM6-3(9.20)--SE 5.5G(3.21)--AM6-S7(6.21)--SM3-1(7.2021)--AM6-4(1.2022)
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
