Right now im doing taxes and im feeling all kind of inspiration going on. How to reduce them, how to play it, where to get benefits. How to cut taxes etc.
I dont like how my inner state seems to be so affected by finances lately. Why feel helpless? I have a choice, I can use my voice, communicate, climb in the phone etc. In my country , companies are pretty open, so why this fear? I mean, lets say im having a good week, the next week sales drop a bit. I want to see it more objectively, instead of bein tied and attached so much and feel fear as soon as a storm hits. Then again, its not new for me to have a scenario stuck in the forefront and having outcomes repeat and repeat, and gettin in some cycle bordering ocd. Feels like self punishment. Not a good vibration to be in. As soon as I handle my shit, this dissolves, and the mental scenario debunks. Its fear, like I paralyze when it happens.
Im my Abraham Hicks time ( revisited not so long ago ) I noticed how I became more and more frustrated. What I mean is; they said to believe before seeing it, and I still feel it holds true the moment you launch desire, to receive it, but damn, did it made me obsessed and lustfull for result. It stems from inner limiting beliefs, regarding trust, confidence, selflove and such, but my vibration noticably became more wonky. Its been said that when you encounter A. Hicks, that there is a hell break lose phase, and yes, it was my experience so. Also felt it clashed with UMS.
It seems to be tied to survival ( go figure ) but taxes can be fun to do so. There is another way. Im sure of it. This paradigm can be shifted. I can come from a place of freedom and abundance. Several childhood bringups surface. Again, this doesnt have to be such way, becoming a selfmade millionaire is still something I am/can be. Parents upbring doesnt define me, especially with Shannons subs.
Day 3 bloom and my internals feel being untangled. Stuff is closed like a chapter has been done and I can move on.
Its obviously fear into play. Why would I run a sub by my own will and then resist? Doesnt make sense to me. Yet I get that Shannons sub go deep and touch nerves. Good.
I let it bloom for a while till I run 5 loops on 3 days off. Had some fear based urges to run the sub again, yet I see the value of sticking to my intent of having atleast 5 days off. Not running the sub out of coverage and input so fears are bogged down, only to have em resurface. Time to let the bloom dissolve em.
I dont like how my inner state seems to be so affected by finances lately. Why feel helpless? I have a choice, I can use my voice, communicate, climb in the phone etc. In my country , companies are pretty open, so why this fear? I mean, lets say im having a good week, the next week sales drop a bit. I want to see it more objectively, instead of bein tied and attached so much and feel fear as soon as a storm hits. Then again, its not new for me to have a scenario stuck in the forefront and having outcomes repeat and repeat, and gettin in some cycle bordering ocd. Feels like self punishment. Not a good vibration to be in. As soon as I handle my shit, this dissolves, and the mental scenario debunks. Its fear, like I paralyze when it happens.
Im my Abraham Hicks time ( revisited not so long ago ) I noticed how I became more and more frustrated. What I mean is; they said to believe before seeing it, and I still feel it holds true the moment you launch desire, to receive it, but damn, did it made me obsessed and lustfull for result. It stems from inner limiting beliefs, regarding trust, confidence, selflove and such, but my vibration noticably became more wonky. Its been said that when you encounter A. Hicks, that there is a hell break lose phase, and yes, it was my experience so. Also felt it clashed with UMS.
It seems to be tied to survival ( go figure ) but taxes can be fun to do so. There is another way. Im sure of it. This paradigm can be shifted. I can come from a place of freedom and abundance. Several childhood bringups surface. Again, this doesnt have to be such way, becoming a selfmade millionaire is still something I am/can be. Parents upbring doesnt define me, especially with Shannons subs.
Day 3 bloom and my internals feel being untangled. Stuff is closed like a chapter has been done and I can move on.
Its obviously fear into play. Why would I run a sub by my own will and then resist? Doesnt make sense to me. Yet I get that Shannons sub go deep and touch nerves. Good.
I let it bloom for a while till I run 5 loops on 3 days off. Had some fear based urges to run the sub again, yet I see the value of sticking to my intent of having atleast 5 days off. Not running the sub out of coverage and input so fears are bogged down, only to have em resurface. Time to let the bloom dissolve em.
