01-23-2020, 09:21 AM
Hi All, (continuing DMSI 3.3.2 off-label experiment)
Day 6 (continued)
I'm not remembering much to add here. I did have a phone call / counseling session with one of my daughters and I felt unusually passionate about the topic (it was about how she should talk to a friend that was messing up her marriage). For third-party things, I usually am rather dispassionate. I wonder if DMSI is putting me more 'in touch' with my feelings?
Day 7
I'm not sure this is an intent of the program, I don't remember if it was stated. My own sex drive has increased. Perhaps a function of FRM doing its job? Increased libido is definitely a welcome thing for me. It seems like it would be hard for those who are hoping to get sex out of this program.
Last night I checked in with the wife to see where she was arousal-wise. She felt like she needed some, so this am at 0 dark thirty we had a quick, intense time together that felt exceptionally good for both of us. I was aware of being horny throughout the night. She was marginally more handsy than usual and seems to enjoy touching me more than she did prior to DMSI (good job DMSI!). There is also more passion in her touch--less tentative. As an aside when parading around the house, she seems to want me to notice her more. She acts disappointed if I don't comment or touch her periodically.
Went to the gym this AM and there were more women there at the time I went that usual. Some I found attractive. And I did get looks and smiles from all the attractive ones, others seemed to ignore me. The eye contact was not what I would call 'lingering' but it was a longer moment (or moments) than usual under the circumstances. The smiles were bigger than are typical for those situations. However, the look in the eyes seemed to be saying "What's happening here?" and they did not rush away, but in each case they had another place to go work out after a couple of minutes. I assume this is the aura+sniper. So far it's all perfectly healthy because I am a friendly and somewhat out-going guy. I like making eye contact with strangers and exchanging smiles. So this was a real plus this morning and felt good.
I assume the ladies affected were in my 'target type' but must have been in relationships, or the effects aren't strong enough for them to make indications of interest or to flirt. This is fine with me. If I just get further eye contact and smiles and greater general warmth in interactions, this will meet my personal specs perfectly. It will help on airplanes and in restaurants, etc.
Now listening to my 2nd loop in Hybrid mode on headphones while in an online meeting. I definitely feel like it's doing something. I feel a heaviness, sometimes a shakiness. But definitely feeling more appetite. Thing is, it's hard for me to change my habits and eat more. Feeling hungry but not having a taste for food (as in my stomach hurts, but nothing sounds good) is a weird feeling. Until this recent flu, I always had a great appetite. DMSI seems to be extending that effect.
Day 6 (continued)
I'm not remembering much to add here. I did have a phone call / counseling session with one of my daughters and I felt unusually passionate about the topic (it was about how she should talk to a friend that was messing up her marriage). For third-party things, I usually am rather dispassionate. I wonder if DMSI is putting me more 'in touch' with my feelings?
Day 7
I'm not sure this is an intent of the program, I don't remember if it was stated. My own sex drive has increased. Perhaps a function of FRM doing its job? Increased libido is definitely a welcome thing for me. It seems like it would be hard for those who are hoping to get sex out of this program.
Last night I checked in with the wife to see where she was arousal-wise. She felt like she needed some, so this am at 0 dark thirty we had a quick, intense time together that felt exceptionally good for both of us. I was aware of being horny throughout the night. She was marginally more handsy than usual and seems to enjoy touching me more than she did prior to DMSI (good job DMSI!). There is also more passion in her touch--less tentative. As an aside when parading around the house, she seems to want me to notice her more. She acts disappointed if I don't comment or touch her periodically.
Went to the gym this AM and there were more women there at the time I went that usual. Some I found attractive. And I did get looks and smiles from all the attractive ones, others seemed to ignore me. The eye contact was not what I would call 'lingering' but it was a longer moment (or moments) than usual under the circumstances. The smiles were bigger than are typical for those situations. However, the look in the eyes seemed to be saying "What's happening here?" and they did not rush away, but in each case they had another place to go work out after a couple of minutes. I assume this is the aura+sniper. So far it's all perfectly healthy because I am a friendly and somewhat out-going guy. I like making eye contact with strangers and exchanging smiles. So this was a real plus this morning and felt good.
I assume the ladies affected were in my 'target type' but must have been in relationships, or the effects aren't strong enough for them to make indications of interest or to flirt. This is fine with me. If I just get further eye contact and smiles and greater general warmth in interactions, this will meet my personal specs perfectly. It will help on airplanes and in restaurants, etc.
Now listening to my 2nd loop in Hybrid mode on headphones while in an online meeting. I definitely feel like it's doing something. I feel a heaviness, sometimes a shakiness. But definitely feeling more appetite. Thing is, it's hard for me to change my habits and eat more. Feeling hungry but not having a taste for food (as in my stomach hurts, but nothing sounds good) is a weird feeling. Until this recent flu, I always had a great appetite. DMSI seems to be extending that effect.
