01-04-2020, 01:31 PM
DAY 4 of 8 (4 loops X 3 days X 5 days bloom)
Today I noticed something quite profound which I think is worth sharing.
As I was riding my bike to the library I was consumed by positive feelings of abundance. It lasted for sometime but then subsided. I never experienced anything like it.
I can faintly tell that my perception of business or money making "being hard" is also shifting towards a; "oh well, bring it on then!" kinda attitude. Like I don't care if I fail, I'm going to do it anyway. My thinking is changing.
Clearly some underlying fears concerning money are being addressed.
Having said that, I still happen to experience waves of uncertainty about the future (which is quite depressingat times and it makes me give off a big sigh).
I get the sense that I'm just not competent enough yet to do anything well to make a decent amount of money. Or there is a sense that I don't deserve this lifestyle in the first place.
But then again... I had similar negative feelings and uncertainty about my future when I began LTU, but that has been worked through quite well. I expect UMS to do the same, if not better. After all, it's much more powerful.
Today I noticed something quite profound which I think is worth sharing.
As I was riding my bike to the library I was consumed by positive feelings of abundance. It lasted for sometime but then subsided. I never experienced anything like it.
I can faintly tell that my perception of business or money making "being hard" is also shifting towards a; "oh well, bring it on then!" kinda attitude. Like I don't care if I fail, I'm going to do it anyway. My thinking is changing.
Clearly some underlying fears concerning money are being addressed.
Having said that, I still happen to experience waves of uncertainty about the future (which is quite depressingat times and it makes me give off a big sigh).
I get the sense that I'm just not competent enough yet to do anything well to make a decent amount of money. Or there is a sense that I don't deserve this lifestyle in the first place.
But then again... I had similar negative feelings and uncertainty about my future when I began LTU, but that has been worked through quite well. I expect UMS to do the same, if not better. After all, it's much more powerful.
