Cycle 1, day#5:
I didn't go out much in the last few days. I went to the postal office located in the back of a pharmacy.
Upon entering the store, the estheticians are nearby and very often they greet incoming customers. One of them on seeing me just said Wow....
I was about to ask her: Wow what?
but before I do it, she integrated 'Wow' in a story she was telling to her colleague... I think that I was the 'wow' recipient but she somehow found a way to avoid embarrassment having to explain the possibly uncontrolled exclamation...
I didn't go to the gym neither Monday or Tuesday... It is unusual for me to skip days like that but I'm so busy right now... (or I'm finding excuses for not going out for fear that DMSI would lead me to some adventures...)...
Yesterday evening, I went to the gym. I met a woman that I haven't seen for a while. We were happy to see each other... idk... Maybe she was a bit touchy feely with me. When she left, she gently put her hand on my arm to tell me goodbye... AFAIK, it was a first coming from her..
This afternoon, I went to the gym again... I met 2 girls that I like a lot... They are very sexy... I was on the lookout for signs of DMSI manifestation... No nothing.... Maybe they were looking at me differently but colder and more distant than usual...
Is it a good or bad sign? If they were turned on and wanted to have sex with me thanks to DMSI... What would they do? I guess if I were them, I would at first resist the urge and try avoid unnecessary interaction to avoid pouring gaz on the fire...
Hard to tell... It is a bit unconclusive concerning the gym girls...
Oh, I found a good way to listen to DMSI... I fall asleep with a ultrasonic track. Then when I am asleep, trickling hybrid start playing for the rest of the night... My sleep went pretty much undisturbed for the whole night... I think that I have a winning setup for listening..
I didn't go out much in the last few days. I went to the postal office located in the back of a pharmacy.
Upon entering the store, the estheticians are nearby and very often they greet incoming customers. One of them on seeing me just said Wow....
I was about to ask her: Wow what?
but before I do it, she integrated 'Wow' in a story she was telling to her colleague... I think that I was the 'wow' recipient but she somehow found a way to avoid embarrassment having to explain the possibly uncontrolled exclamation...
I didn't go to the gym neither Monday or Tuesday... It is unusual for me to skip days like that but I'm so busy right now... (or I'm finding excuses for not going out for fear that DMSI would lead me to some adventures...)...
Yesterday evening, I went to the gym. I met a woman that I haven't seen for a while. We were happy to see each other... idk... Maybe she was a bit touchy feely with me. When she left, she gently put her hand on my arm to tell me goodbye... AFAIK, it was a first coming from her..
This afternoon, I went to the gym again... I met 2 girls that I like a lot... They are very sexy... I was on the lookout for signs of DMSI manifestation... No nothing.... Maybe they were looking at me differently but colder and more distant than usual...
Is it a good or bad sign? If they were turned on and wanted to have sex with me thanks to DMSI... What would they do? I guess if I were them, I would at first resist the urge and try avoid unnecessary interaction to avoid pouring gaz on the fire...
Hard to tell... It is a bit unconclusive concerning the gym girls...
Oh, I found a good way to listen to DMSI... I fall asleep with a ultrasonic track. Then when I am asleep, trickling hybrid start playing for the rest of the night... My sleep went pretty much undisturbed for the whole night... I think that I have a winning setup for listening..
