Stage 6, day 32:
The last day entry is conventionally for summarizing the experience of the whole program experience... since this is what I have been doing during the second half of stage 6, I don't have much to add on top of what has already been said.
At the gym yesterday, we were a group of 9. 5 women, 4 men. It was a nice session and we had a good time. Nothing special to report about it.
Next, I went to subway with my daughter.. At some point not too long before we were ready to leave. A MILF with her kid came in. I did look at her... Found her attractive... As I was leaving she crossed my path and she did look at me intensively in the eyes with a 'I find you hot and would love to eat you' look. Honestly, I cannot get enough of that type of attention... It felt good...
Now the question is what has caused this nice interaction? Is it SM3 at its peak or DMSI temporal effect starting to work?
I'm still unsure what I'm going to do next for the reasons explained in my last post... But I'm bending over doing a short DMSI session...
1. Maybe something that SM3 did teach me is: My priority isn't women anymore (I feel it never has but it seems that it became even less since SM3). I don't chase them anymore. I don't care at all about the outcome with them. So I don't think that running DMSI for few weeks would make me distracted from important goals.
2. The judicial deadline is few months away so starting BASE with 2-3 weeks difference shouldn't have a big impact on outcome of my financial situation in few months...
I feel that 2019 has been a big year... If I can spoil myself a little bit to reward me for all the hard work, that would be well deserved... Decision isn't hard rock final.. but I think that I'm going to make a short try of DMSI...
The last day entry is conventionally for summarizing the experience of the whole program experience... since this is what I have been doing during the second half of stage 6, I don't have much to add on top of what has already been said.
At the gym yesterday, we were a group of 9. 5 women, 4 men. It was a nice session and we had a good time. Nothing special to report about it.
Next, I went to subway with my daughter.. At some point not too long before we were ready to leave. A MILF with her kid came in. I did look at her... Found her attractive... As I was leaving she crossed my path and she did look at me intensively in the eyes with a 'I find you hot and would love to eat you' look. Honestly, I cannot get enough of that type of attention... It felt good...
Now the question is what has caused this nice interaction? Is it SM3 at its peak or DMSI temporal effect starting to work?
I'm still unsure what I'm going to do next for the reasons explained in my last post... But I'm bending over doing a short DMSI session...
1. Maybe something that SM3 did teach me is: My priority isn't women anymore (I feel it never has but it seems that it became even less since SM3). I don't chase them anymore. I don't care at all about the outcome with them. So I don't think that running DMSI for few weeks would make me distracted from important goals.
2. The judicial deadline is few months away so starting BASE with 2-3 weeks difference shouldn't have a big impact on outcome of my financial situation in few months...
I feel that 2019 has been a big year... If I can spoil myself a little bit to reward me for all the hard work, that would be well deserved... Decision isn't hard rock final.. but I think that I'm going to make a short try of DMSI...
