UMS. Let’s get at it

[Paul1131]

ME: I was reading Findingme’s journal just now, and he made a really good point. Taking responsibility for my life now feels a lot better than dodging it or throwing it off on someone or something else. That’s one of the big take always regarding the last post I made. It would be easy to blame my parents, my peers in school, the system, the universe, or any number of rule 4 things for everything I discovered throughout all of the discoveries I’ve made about my fears and how they’ve been getting in my way. Easy but not honest. The truth is that I chose this. I chose every aspect of how my mind reacted to things. The good and the bad. By doing that I chose the life that that those reactions created. I’m not taking control of my life by doing this. I’ve had control the whole time. That means I have no one to blame for my situation (the bad parts. My life is actually pretty good) but myself.
I choose not to blame at all. I’ve spent enough time beating myself up over poor choices and their consequences. I just need to learn from the choices and make better ones.